When the Man Comes Around

So what do we do? Answers? Anyone? The more I learn, the less I know about where to direct my action. I think, I learn, and I talk to others. The more I learn, the closer I get to making the difference that I so desperately want to make. For me, NO. For humanity. Does it make me feel good, yes. Does it make me happy to make a difference even if its not a real difference, yes. But what do I really want? I want true equality. I want true elimination of suffering for us all. I want those who know nothing but suffering to have chance to make it. I want those with more millions than they know what to do with, to realize the value of human life. Why am I so crazy and so out on a limb for feeling this way? Why don't we all value life the way I do? We do, we just forget it, or we never understand it. So my goal, make the masses understand it. I guess I really do think the many outway the one, but I'm not sure. I definetly am ready to give my life for the mass, but why I'm not sure. Maybe its pure rebellion against my genes, maybe I just want to do whatever goes against them. But maybe I'm glimpsing the true meaning of it all on occasion. Maybe the rare occasion when I think I know what is right, I'm correct. Maybe I need to quit listening so much to those mindless masses around me. I see the path, and I'm just to chicken shit to walk it. God forbid I be uncomfortable. What I really need to do is make a sacrifice. My pleasure, to releave someone elses pain. That is where I want to be. That, is what I want to do. Its about making those who value the green, value the peach. Those who value the solid coin, value the soft flesh. Value the humanity that surrounds them. Somewhere in that capitalist empire called the US lies the true heart of America. And that is where my salvation lies. I just have to find the path that will lead me to the understanding required to make the difference I am here to make. Does my life have meaning, I don't know. Such questions are for philosophers and theoligans, what matters to me is real. What can I do here, and now. I know I'm on the right path, but the constant questioning of all that surrounds me, that is what I must continue. This new world which I have glimpsed is where I must live. I must find a way to be here at all times, in all situations. The path continues...